Coming into holy week, we are studying the circumstances surrounding the crucifixion in my bible study. It's been wonderful and challenging to look at the road Jesus took to the cross, and even more interesting to review the actions of his disciples. Almost a lifetime could be spent gleaning truths from the way each individual contributed, and what that implies for us today. In the past when I've read about the last supper and the road to the cross, I've always skimmed the role of Judas, pegging him as the blatant villain. But with a closer look, I think he deceptively looks more like a genuine disciple than I'd like to admit.
Here are some interesting facts about Judas:
- He hung out with authentic followers of Jesus. (Psalm 41:9, Acts 1:17)
- He listened to the teaching of Jesus and could have communicated this teaching to others. (Acts 1:17, inferred from various texts)
- He acted so much like a disciple that when Jesus said someone would betray him, Judas didn't stick out as the obvious choice. (Mark 14:18-21)
- He appeared to care for the rights of the poor and oppressed. (John 12:4-6)
- He felt guilty when he realized that he'd betrayed Jesus. (Matt 27:3-5)
- He knew that Jesus was innocent and should not have been condemned to die. (Matt 27:4)
But there is another disciple we can contrast with Judas, whose story should bring us hope and encouragement. While Judas was betraying Jesus, Peter was also betraying him. After faithfully following Jesus, Peter was maybe one of the most "strong" looking disciples. He even boasted about his ability to be so fiercely loyal, he claimed he would die for Jesus. However, when the time came for Peter to share his allegiance after Jesus was arrested and tried, Peter failed the test.
But Peter, who had true faith in Jesus, responded differently when he realized his sin and betrayal...he went away and wept bitterly. Peter was crushed and deeply broken over his sin. Jesus says, "Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven." (Matthew 3:3)
- Judas felt guilt over his actions and how they affected an innocent man...Peter realized how his sin had separated him from a holy God, and his spirit was broken.
- Judas went back and tried to undo what he had done...Peter remember the words of Jesus and turned back to the one who could save.
- Judas went on to commit suicide...Peter went on to spread the gospel.